the romance factor

[Whune]

(recalling some of the stuff I said later. It's coming out different, because as always I am understanding these things as I type them, as I intuitively follow perceived tangents in a state of love, (because i'm just fascinated by the interralatedness of all things (relaitonships and illustration for example) that is I'm existing in a state of [more pure perception: I'm not even sure what I'm saying until I've said it])

..
pardon:
"always" is an ego-driven misnomer.
I should admit that I'm not "always" in a state of "opennesss"/perception;
obviously

and thus: I'm oft just as blinded by my present paradigms as anyone else.
My point simply is in regards to why that is... and also how that can be [avoided]

[Fallenangel]

well the server move nixed a ton of this convo

there is of course no way to for us to recreate that portion

but for the record for any future readers...

FallenAngel and I essentially agreed to disagree or something along those lines

wow...lol.... beware of the server...it doesn't want us to figure out the "truth"...lol

btw. you don't have to really write the reason for editing your post...

[Whune]

wow...lol.... beware of the server...it doesn't want us to figure out the "truth"...lol

yeah, i know i was pissed
my first thought was some mod was getting off on censoring or something.
Luckily i neglected to shoot my enraged mouth off and went to the support board to bitch in guise of an innocent question "what for happeneded to our posts?"
and then i saw the thread about [omgwhered our shit go!]
(note to anyone that is actually still reading my ideosyncratic rambling:
no one was anything but calm - in said thread - but it amuses me to illustrate it all as comical chaos and fretting and such)

btw. you don't have to really write the reason for editing your post...

yeah, i know.
i jest like to express my self.

XD